an important comment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0O_d_8eGbY

margaux,
loved the post and the promo video. must say, the
comment regarding your fam's admiration of lost weight
hit home HARD. it's so confusing, especially when
you're young, to have your mom look at you with
pleasure at your thinner body only to have her, a few
months later, wake you up in the middle of the night
crying and begging you to eat because now you are "too
thin."

i am still swayed by their opinions, more so than any
other person in the world. i can't say many people
here notice (or give a good damn) i lost weight, but
at thanksgiving, my mom, in the most complimentary
way, said, "you don't make a good shadow, honey!"
and i felt praised. gosh, margaux, it's SICKSICKSICK.

always good to hear your voice.
love, me.